Recently, I am becoming convinced of a couple of things. First, emacs is good. This one is growing on me. I still suck completely at emacs but the more I learn, the more I think there is to like. Second, I have lost it. I am not a great programmer. I am pretty sure I used to be but I have descended from great to merely good. Something is missing. I have lost the drive that used to make me devour all things programming. I wonder if I can get it back.